Tuesday, July 20, 2010


I'm done. I am not dating Chris anymore. Isn't it funny that I decide to call it quits 9 days before I move out there?

Yeah . . .

Life sucks.

But, I'm still blessed.

I guess there's no way of predicting the future, but I have to be true to myself right now. And today, right now--I don't think he loves me as much as I love him. If I was a self-doubting ninny, I might try to see this through--but I'm not.

So I'm alone. Yippee skippy!

But, I have an overwhelming amount of friends who love me and support me and despite this setback, these same friends who remind me daily that I deserve to be loved, I will be just fine because I am loved by so many amazing and supportive friends.

Still, I really liked him.


Melanie said...

I'm so sorry, Eve. It sucks to have to be the one to man up and walk away, but I'm proud of you. And I hope he looks back on the situation and wishes it had gone differently. Because you deserve to be loved the right way, and it would be nice if he recognized that he fell down on the job. :)

Love you, dear. Let us know when you get here so we can play.

Salmon Tolman Family said...

Ouch. The pain you must be feeling. I've been married to a man for 12 years who's never loved me as much as I love him. If this truly is your case, I KNOW you are for sure better off. You are an amazing woman. I look up to you SOOO much! Your happiness awaits you, darling Eve...

Sunshine said...

ah shit!

CMS said...

I am sad, I know the pain of a heart-break is the worst because you can't see it, you can't take something and make it go away and other people just don't get it sometimes.

You are right though, I love you. I ADORE you and you are completely and totally amazing on every level that is important and so many others that are not important but truly awesome to have.

Love you, girl. Sooooooo much.

PS- your word verification is ducttape. Kinky.

Miss Heather said...

I'm SO HAPPY you're moving here... everything is going to be amazing... things will fall into place just the way they are supposed to. I LOVE YOU!

Eve said...

I keep rereading this post. I am so incredibly blessed. Thanks for the comments.

And I'm so confusing! I realize that my last paragraph makes 0 sense grammatically, but frankly, when I wrote this my head was in a spin. So, for the sake of documenting the moment--I won't correct the confusing grammar.

thanks again for the love.